Archive for April, 2010

Leave us be

Please. Just leave us the fuck alone. We live a very hard life already, we entertain our worst fears not every day but maybe every other day. We didn’t choose to be gay. Who would chose to live a big part of themselves in the dark. You see me everyday. You smile sometimes. You think [ READ MORE ]

Arabic Lesbian Song!

Well we know how our Arab male singers use the male pronoun in their lyrics, which is something i think historically used in Arab poetry in general. However, you’d never hear a woman Arab singer using the female pronoun in describing a love or lustful interest in any of their songs. Unless they were talking [ READ MORE ]

A dose of lesbian drama

It sadly exists. What’s called “lesbian drama” It does. I don’t know if its associated with women or lesbians or both. I always wonder why. Why women are drawn to drama over clarity. Clarity being either you want someone or you don’t. You say it somehow, you confess it in one form or other. You [ READ MORE ]

Confronting the beast

In my case, the beast is an ex in front of my eyes. One of several. Yet, an ex. Why do lesbians want to “normalize” their relationsips with all of their exes so much? I find it to be a nightmare. I find it to be an action that negates an experience that better be [ READ MORE ]

Brighter discontent…

Where you want to be, you are not. Where you want to be, is changing little in, little out. It’s when reality and adulthood hit hard. Disappointments are many. And accomplishments are as many too. It’s when you can suddenly tell so many stories of a past so rich. It’s when you know from experience, [ READ MORE ]

The dating scene

A friend of ours shared her insight into who ‘the singles’ of us should date the other day. She said, dating lesbians is boring. That we need to “convert” more seemingly straight people and have a relationship with. I found that statement to be outrageous on her part. My reaction was to state that going [ READ MORE ]

Being out is a sate of mind not a statement

I am out. The above being a state of mind changes this statement; when the exception becomes being NOT out. The bubble you live in might get tighter. Yet, who cares. Create that bubble and then expand it in time. In Amman,  it works. As everywhere else. You need to find that place or places [ READ MORE ]

She

  • April 8th, 2010
  • Posted in Random

She’s sweet. Caring. She’s funny, hiding her serious side most of the time. She wonders…maybes and what ifs like no tomorrow. She dreams. She reflects in the silence of her own company. She craves to be in love. She settles for less, then breaks out. She follows. She leads. She stumbles. She steps up and [ READ MORE ]

Tayyara

  • April 1st, 2010
  • Posted in Random

It’s a random word, i happen to say out of nowhere ever so often that I decided to write a blog post about it. I hate airplanes. Airports too. I simply hate “the process” of traveling yet I love traveling it self. So why do I say “Tayyara” every now and then? Simplest answer could [ READ MORE ]

Nostalgia

Nostalgia is intense, it hits out of nowhere, sometimes it doesn’t make sense yet suddenly you find yourself filled with all sorts of feelings, for a moment, or a full day. Though generally it storms out for me from a random song, a smell or a place i happened to revisit. Other times comes from [ READ MORE ]

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